road to nothing

Height: 5'2
Height Weight: 118 lbs
Current Weight: 94 lbs
Goal Weight: 80 lbs

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

my sickest desire.

my absolute dream,
my number one wish,
the most disturbing thing i have ever wanted
ever strived for,
ever PLANNED....

my ultimate dream,
my ultimate goal


is to end up






in the hospital.










for my ED.

2 comments:

  1. From experience, I can tell you, that if your dream becomes a reality, you might change your mind. It was horrible... I still have nightmares. I still have a scar from the tube. My goal is to get as thin as I can and not be hospitalized. I WILL NOT go back. Where I went, there was no pity. No encouragement. I was referred to by my last name. It was like a prison. I hope you'll reconsider your dream. I'm not trying to knock it, to each their own, I just wanted to shed some light.

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  2. no no, thank you very much. i hope i change my mind, i really do. it's pretty sick.

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