no sunlight.

so, personally, i think the most beneficial and motivating thing for me is to see
pictures of you guys as you go along. it makes me jealous enough to starve and work harder!
so from now on, as often as i can, i'm going to update with pictures of my worst areas:
waist
legs
and arms.
i have one photo from the summer (when i was actually THIN)
pretty isn't it?
and so here is my waist a month ago-

>:'( i know, i know....

and my legs last week...

kinda a funny picture angle really. i was trying not to show you all my crotch and i didn't have a mirror lol. next time i'll do better.
i don't have any arm pics, but trust me, not that much better.

i don't edit my pictures. i may crop/ darken/ lighten the surrounding area so no one can recognize my surroundings, but i'll never lie to you with my pictures.
that won't do me any good!

i'll update every week. pinky promise <3

no other way.

so, now that i joined this gym, i'm deathly afriad of gaining TOO much muscle.
like what if i just get fatter?
but i'm getting toned, so i wont be as squishy and floppy and gross.
so far... well not much. i'll have to lower my food intake and increase my cardio!

sensationalism

i joined a gym. i work out. it feels good.
i like sleeping.


nothing's changed.