thank you , band camp

for making me gain 5 pounds. for having me eat EVERY DAY in FRONT OF PEOPLE.
And FORCING me to PRETEND to be COMFORTABLE with food.
I HATE FOOD.
I don't WANT it-
I don't NEED it.
weekends always suck because i can never starve myself . . . i don't know why, maybe it's because everyone is home,
but i can't wait till tomorrow when i can stop this pattern of eating . . .
:)
oh i can't wait.

I may just be getting excited,
but i swear my arms look thinner.
a little bit.