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so after eating very little else besides popsicles, i have dropped TWO pounds in about three days.
which kinda sucks if you think about it, but considering i ate like a pig the first two.. it's pretty good.
besides, i'm happy with ANY loss.
Now I'm just trying to coast.


http://www.caloriesperhour.com/index_burn.php
try going here. I'm not really sure what it is exactly but it has a thing about calories you should have to maintain/increase your metabolism.
http://www.wikihow.com/Increase-Your-Metabolism

most of this makes zero sense to me, but oh well. Supposedly I should have 1,197 calories a day at least... i don't know, whatever.

My main goal starting monday is to do ab workouts. I've got a pretty flat stomach, but of course i want it flatter.

And if I can achieve this, what else is stopping me from cutting down my arms?

And then, if I can make my top half better, why not my legs? what, honestly, is stopping me?

i'm not far from good abs... so a little achievement could be just the esteem booster i need to push me off this deep end.
I told myself by band camp I'd be thin: middle of July.
THIN.